I really love this story. It is one that reached out to me several times in my life. Enjoy.
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order.But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew
near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one.. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.
This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching
A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friend s I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.
Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.
When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.
When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content..
I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it. Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.
And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.
No, please not Him. Not here.. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.
He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.
Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.
He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.
'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' -John 3:16.
'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. '-Phil. 4:13.
Pablo Lopez
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Jewels? Pfft! Try Souls!
Howdy!
Why do seagulls fly over the sea? Read the rest of the blog to find out!! No cheating!
Today has been pretty relaxing with a pinch of challenges. It all started with EMP which means Early Morning Prayer. We pretty much get together in the morning and just pray about things in our lives that need prayer and it was a great prayer meeting! After that, I left for class only to realize that my car was still at Ramiro's house. So he gave me a ride and I drove my car to my apartment to get ready. Unfortunately, I was already late for class and so I just decided to go anyway and arrive late; that didn't exactly happen either. Once I arrived at the school, I went straight to Blocker and got on Facebook. That was extremely unproductive on my behalf. I was, however, able to get my stuff ready to transfer from the College of Science to the College of Agriculture and Life Science. I have been feeling this for awhile now and I'm really praying to God that He will want me to do this. I guess I'm just waiting for confirmation that this is His will. I got the stuff ready, talked to an advisor, and before you know it, I was up and out of that office faster than you can say supercalifragilistisexpialidocious! Quite a mouthful I know. So after that, I grabbed lunch with some friends and pretty much relaxed as I conversed with them. I felt like going home to get ready for soccer, but I ended up taking a power nap in the field in front of the Gateway. Talk about relaxing with God's creation! I could really feel the Oxygen level just increase ten-fold while the Carbon Dioxide level practically disappeared! So anyway, after that, I took another great rest in the game room of the complex and shot some pool, which reminds me that I need to invite people over for a game night full of billiards, Wii and X box! I stayed there for about an hour watching Animal Planet on the TV until I finally left to play soccer. Wow! What an amazing experience; I never really liked playing sports too much growing up. I guess I can say that it was my phobia for some reason-especially when you have to get a ball and score in some type of goal such as Soccer, Football, Basketball etc. I don't know what it is, but I always get extremely nervous when I'm handed the ball and am expected to go somewhere with it...so I pretty much just pass it almost immediately after I get it. However, I believe it was good for me to play and get over that slowly!
After about two hours of playing soccer and world cup, we parted ways and I was extremely excited about treasure when all of a sudden, I felt somewhat faint while driving home. It wasn't a huge deal; I just felt like I needed a shower and get some rest. Unfortunately, after I dropped off April and Chris, my chest began developing a sharp pain and my left arm starting to go numb. At first I started freaking out because that is usually some of the first signs for a heart attack, but I knew that I tend to hyperventilate and pass out over things like that. I kept driving just reassuring myself that everything was going to be okay and once I get to my apartment, I'll be okay. In my apartment, I still felt the pain and the numbness so I just freaking out to the point where I decide to call someone and make sure that someone was around to perhaps call for help in case something happened. Of course, around my apartment, I can never get signal so it was kinda frustrating for a few minutes not getting signal. Finally, I gave up and made myself take a shower to cool off then just go to Sam's house and wait for T.H. So I call Sam after my shower and find out that he's at his apartment. As soon as I hung up, I was out the door ready to chill at his place. I felt better after the shower, but I could still feel the numbness and a slight sharp pain. First thing I did when I went inside Sam's apartment was ask him if he could pray for me. I felt better afterward and just chilled on his bed while watching "I shouldn't be alive" until the rest of the party arrived. I knew that this was in God's hands and that He will provide me the necessary comfort and relief. After what seemed like a while, we started the listening portion of the night and split into groups for the hunting portion.
My team went to HEB and I'm not going to lie, I had doubts that we would actually find someone to talk to. I just prayed that God would remove the doubt and just lead me to where I need to be. One of my clues was white shoes with red soles and I just kept staring awkwardly at people's shoes looking for it! We got to the dairy section of the store and I saw this stock-guy putting up cottage cheese and guess what he was wearing? White shoes with red soles. I was simply amazed that my clue was spot on! So I gather up some boldness and went to talk to him. After introductions, I went on to say what I was doing and just letting him know that God loves him and is pursuing his heart and asked if he needed prayer for anything. At that moment, I could feel that he was astonished about what we were doing and began pouring out his heart to us. He told me that for two weeks, he has been trying to find his identity in something: school, work, the marines, anything that could satisfy that soul craving of having a purpose. It was amazing of how vulnerable he was being and so I shared a little bit of my testimony about finding my identity with Christ this semester and how I know in my heart that He satisfies all my soul's cravings. So we conversed for a bit longer, I prayed for him and let him know that Jesus doesn't want a religion with him, but rather a relationship with him. Afterward, he told us that just before I got there, he was just thinking about what he should do and where does he belong. I was absolutely blown away! It's amazing how God answers prayers with the people He puts all around us! I told him about Life Group, Antioch and encouraged him to get connected with a community of christians. After exchanging numbers, he told us that he still couldn't fathom what had happened; he was still a little overwhelmed about what we did, but he knew that this was a divine appointment. That reminds me, I need to call him later to remind him about Life Group! I did find another treasure that night actually. It was just awesome! I just felt this tug pulling me towards this one guy holding some stuff in his hands and when I approached him, he to was receptive and allowed to pray for him about school. Again, I was blessed with the opportunity to encourage him to pursue Christ because it was evident tonight that God is pursuing him! We exchanged numbers after I invited him to Life Group and Antioch so I also need to call him and remind him.
There aren't any words to describe the feeling you get when you see that God is using you; when you see that you do have a purpose in life. Tonight was no coincidence that I was able to treasure hunt! God has a plan for us, don't worry about the future because He is in control and so it would be pointless to worry about something that is not in our control. Live in the moment praising God and giving Him all the glory and honor! I feel that this is truly what God intended us to do as followers of Christ: to go out into the world, out of our comfort zone and just tell the world of His love, joy, peace, news and what He has done in your life! I'm just so pumped up right now! I believe that I could really do this on a daily basis! Jesus is amazing! Well, I'm off for now. Take care and much love!
Pablo
P.S. Did you think I would forget about the punchline to the joke? I bet you already forgot that I even had a joke so you went back to the top to reread it! Well here is the answer:
Why do seagulls fly over the sea?
Because if they flew over the bay, they would be bay-gulls! (bagels)
Why do seagulls fly over the sea? Read the rest of the blog to find out!! No cheating!
Today has been pretty relaxing with a pinch of challenges. It all started with EMP which means Early Morning Prayer. We pretty much get together in the morning and just pray about things in our lives that need prayer and it was a great prayer meeting! After that, I left for class only to realize that my car was still at Ramiro's house. So he gave me a ride and I drove my car to my apartment to get ready. Unfortunately, I was already late for class and so I just decided to go anyway and arrive late; that didn't exactly happen either. Once I arrived at the school, I went straight to Blocker and got on Facebook. That was extremely unproductive on my behalf. I was, however, able to get my stuff ready to transfer from the College of Science to the College of Agriculture and Life Science. I have been feeling this for awhile now and I'm really praying to God that He will want me to do this. I guess I'm just waiting for confirmation that this is His will. I got the stuff ready, talked to an advisor, and before you know it, I was up and out of that office faster than you can say supercalifragilistisexpialidocious! Quite a mouthful I know. So after that, I grabbed lunch with some friends and pretty much relaxed as I conversed with them. I felt like going home to get ready for soccer, but I ended up taking a power nap in the field in front of the Gateway. Talk about relaxing with God's creation! I could really feel the Oxygen level just increase ten-fold while the Carbon Dioxide level practically disappeared! So anyway, after that, I took another great rest in the game room of the complex and shot some pool, which reminds me that I need to invite people over for a game night full of billiards, Wii and X box! I stayed there for about an hour watching Animal Planet on the TV until I finally left to play soccer. Wow! What an amazing experience; I never really liked playing sports too much growing up. I guess I can say that it was my phobia for some reason-especially when you have to get a ball and score in some type of goal such as Soccer, Football, Basketball etc. I don't know what it is, but I always get extremely nervous when I'm handed the ball and am expected to go somewhere with it...so I pretty much just pass it almost immediately after I get it. However, I believe it was good for me to play and get over that slowly!
After about two hours of playing soccer and world cup, we parted ways and I was extremely excited about treasure when all of a sudden, I felt somewhat faint while driving home. It wasn't a huge deal; I just felt like I needed a shower and get some rest. Unfortunately, after I dropped off April and Chris, my chest began developing a sharp pain and my left arm starting to go numb. At first I started freaking out because that is usually some of the first signs for a heart attack, but I knew that I tend to hyperventilate and pass out over things like that. I kept driving just reassuring myself that everything was going to be okay and once I get to my apartment, I'll be okay. In my apartment, I still felt the pain and the numbness so I just freaking out to the point where I decide to call someone and make sure that someone was around to perhaps call for help in case something happened. Of course, around my apartment, I can never get signal so it was kinda frustrating for a few minutes not getting signal. Finally, I gave up and made myself take a shower to cool off then just go to Sam's house and wait for T.H. So I call Sam after my shower and find out that he's at his apartment. As soon as I hung up, I was out the door ready to chill at his place. I felt better after the shower, but I could still feel the numbness and a slight sharp pain. First thing I did when I went inside Sam's apartment was ask him if he could pray for me. I felt better afterward and just chilled on his bed while watching "I shouldn't be alive" until the rest of the party arrived. I knew that this was in God's hands and that He will provide me the necessary comfort and relief. After what seemed like a while, we started the listening portion of the night and split into groups for the hunting portion.
My team went to HEB and I'm not going to lie, I had doubts that we would actually find someone to talk to. I just prayed that God would remove the doubt and just lead me to where I need to be. One of my clues was white shoes with red soles and I just kept staring awkwardly at people's shoes looking for it! We got to the dairy section of the store and I saw this stock-guy putting up cottage cheese and guess what he was wearing? White shoes with red soles. I was simply amazed that my clue was spot on! So I gather up some boldness and went to talk to him. After introductions, I went on to say what I was doing and just letting him know that God loves him and is pursuing his heart and asked if he needed prayer for anything. At that moment, I could feel that he was astonished about what we were doing and began pouring out his heart to us. He told me that for two weeks, he has been trying to find his identity in something: school, work, the marines, anything that could satisfy that soul craving of having a purpose. It was amazing of how vulnerable he was being and so I shared a little bit of my testimony about finding my identity with Christ this semester and how I know in my heart that He satisfies all my soul's cravings. So we conversed for a bit longer, I prayed for him and let him know that Jesus doesn't want a religion with him, but rather a relationship with him. Afterward, he told us that just before I got there, he was just thinking about what he should do and where does he belong. I was absolutely blown away! It's amazing how God answers prayers with the people He puts all around us! I told him about Life Group, Antioch and encouraged him to get connected with a community of christians. After exchanging numbers, he told us that he still couldn't fathom what had happened; he was still a little overwhelmed about what we did, but he knew that this was a divine appointment. That reminds me, I need to call him later to remind him about Life Group! I did find another treasure that night actually. It was just awesome! I just felt this tug pulling me towards this one guy holding some stuff in his hands and when I approached him, he to was receptive and allowed to pray for him about school. Again, I was blessed with the opportunity to encourage him to pursue Christ because it was evident tonight that God is pursuing him! We exchanged numbers after I invited him to Life Group and Antioch so I also need to call him and remind him.
There aren't any words to describe the feeling you get when you see that God is using you; when you see that you do have a purpose in life. Tonight was no coincidence that I was able to treasure hunt! God has a plan for us, don't worry about the future because He is in control and so it would be pointless to worry about something that is not in our control. Live in the moment praising God and giving Him all the glory and honor! I feel that this is truly what God intended us to do as followers of Christ: to go out into the world, out of our comfort zone and just tell the world of His love, joy, peace, news and what He has done in your life! I'm just so pumped up right now! I believe that I could really do this on a daily basis! Jesus is amazing! Well, I'm off for now. Take care and much love!
Pablo
P.S. Did you think I would forget about the punchline to the joke? I bet you already forgot that I even had a joke so you went back to the top to reread it! Well here is the answer:
Why do seagulls fly over the sea?
Because if they flew over the bay, they would be bay-gulls! (bagels)
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Dum-Dumb
Howdy!
So get this, did you know that everyone has a photographic memory...its just that some people don't have film!! Hahahaha!!
I like corny jokes. I believe they are funnier than good jokes simply because, a string of corny jokes will outlast a good joke; plus, no one will want to retell your jokes! Today was a great day for me! Painting the office was so relaxing for me and gave me time to just have a little bit of quiet time with Jesus while doing some labor. I always feel comforted when I'm doing some type of work that is challenging but not too intense because it brings peace in my life somehow. The man-man night was awesome and I just can't fathom how wonderful God is. So much encouragement tonight and even some stones I can just step over now. God is great. I just pray that His will happens on earth and not ours because His will is so much greater. Well I'm off to bed since it is very late so peace!
God Bless,
Pablo
P.S. Why is a raven like a writing desk?
So get this, did you know that everyone has a photographic memory...its just that some people don't have film!! Hahahaha!!
I like corny jokes. I believe they are funnier than good jokes simply because, a string of corny jokes will outlast a good joke; plus, no one will want to retell your jokes! Today was a great day for me! Painting the office was so relaxing for me and gave me time to just have a little bit of quiet time with Jesus while doing some labor. I always feel comforted when I'm doing some type of work that is challenging but not too intense because it brings peace in my life somehow. The man-man night was awesome and I just can't fathom how wonderful God is. So much encouragement tonight and even some stones I can just step over now. God is great. I just pray that His will happens on earth and not ours because His will is so much greater. Well I'm off to bed since it is very late so peace!
God Bless,
Pablo
P.S. Why is a raven like a writing desk?
Monday, April 12, 2010
In the blink of an eye...
Death,
It's something that really hits everyone differently. Some people cry, some get angry, some feel nothing and some feel like a piece of their heart has gone with them. With these different reactions and even more than cannot be explained, there really isn't a real way to "take" death. As a Christian, I always found death as the beginning of eternity; it pertains to not only your flesh, but your soul as well. And when I think about other Christians who pass away, it feels somewhat joyous that they will finally meet with God and live with Him. With Jesus in my heart, I don't fear death because He conquered it. This comforts me.
Then I think about people who die and don't know Jesus, especially friends of mine that didn't know Him. I think about how, if they didn't give their life to Christ, they will spend eternity separated from Him and all the things that He has to offer us. I feel terribly troubled. We never know when we are going to pass away. We never know what day would be our last. We never know if we are going to be able to say goodbye to loved ones. We never know if there will be time to cool off after an argument with family or friends or when will be the next time you say "I love you". This terribly troubles me. The message of Christ really is a matter of life or death. It really is reaching out to pull your friend up from falling off a cliff. It really does matter what happens after this life. I really feel convicted to be even more obedient to God. If I really love God with all my heart, then it should show.
I really have no idea how to feel tonight. I thought I did, but now its all mixed. I'd really appreciate your prayers for Joe's family and for me.
God Bless,
Pablo
It's something that really hits everyone differently. Some people cry, some get angry, some feel nothing and some feel like a piece of their heart has gone with them. With these different reactions and even more than cannot be explained, there really isn't a real way to "take" death. As a Christian, I always found death as the beginning of eternity; it pertains to not only your flesh, but your soul as well. And when I think about other Christians who pass away, it feels somewhat joyous that they will finally meet with God and live with Him. With Jesus in my heart, I don't fear death because He conquered it. This comforts me.
Then I think about people who die and don't know Jesus, especially friends of mine that didn't know Him. I think about how, if they didn't give their life to Christ, they will spend eternity separated from Him and all the things that He has to offer us. I feel terribly troubled. We never know when we are going to pass away. We never know what day would be our last. We never know if we are going to be able to say goodbye to loved ones. We never know if there will be time to cool off after an argument with family or friends or when will be the next time you say "I love you". This terribly troubles me. The message of Christ really is a matter of life or death. It really is reaching out to pull your friend up from falling off a cliff. It really does matter what happens after this life. I really feel convicted to be even more obedient to God. If I really love God with all my heart, then it should show.
I really have no idea how to feel tonight. I thought I did, but now its all mixed. I'd really appreciate your prayers for Joe's family and for me.
God Bless,
Pablo
Friday, April 9, 2010
Photosynthesize me Capt'n
Howdy!
Why was the Energizer Bunny arrested?
He was charged with battery!!!
I decided to start off with a joke this time. Comment if you would love to read more!
This week has been a complete blessing!! Now I realize what the Word means when it says that there are new blessings each day and yesterday was a big day for me. Not only did I get to hang out with my brothers and sisters in Christ, but I was also able to see how God is working in me. He has just broken me down and took me to the basics of His love and boy, was it great! Since then, He's just been building me up in terms of spiritual growth and strengthening my relationship with Him. There's still so much that I need to see and hear; I'm on board and willing to learn and see His wonders! In saying this, I'll share a little thing that God put in my mind this morning. If you received my text message, here is where I finish what I got.
While working in a biology lab last semester, we grew bean plants in light and dark conditions. The "light" beans grew normally: huge, green leafs, standing up right and about normal height. On the other hand, the "dark" beans weren't so lucky. They were very malnourished, had extremely small, white leaves, falling over and surprisingly, very long. I wondered why it was longer and did some researching. Being deprived of the biggest source of energy, the plant elongates itself using the energy it has available to try and find that source of light. Never finding one, it keeps using up the energy it has to find it because now, its a matter of life and death. If there happens to be a small crack that allows some light in, the plant immediately races towards it to receive the light's energy. Once it reaches the light, it starts making its own food and all, but its still not enough sunshine to fully sustain the organism as a whole. Therefore, the plant will die if someone doesn't open up the cabinets and let that plant bathe in the sunlight.
We are those plants. We are born into a world full of darkness and like the plant, we can't survive unless we have Jesus Christ who gives us life; a purpose to live. Using the life we were given at birth, we set out to find that which will give even more life. As we search for it, we force ourselves to grow based on our own will and power which, obviously, isn't enough to sustain us. We look for any outlet that can substitute that life-giving power of Jesus whether it be drugs, alcohol, sex and money. Spiritually, we become malnourished, hungry, ugly and hopeless if we never find Jesus. Even if we find Jesus one time in our life, if we don't seek Him even more than to just let His light shine through a small crack in our life, then its not enough to sustain us fully and we still die. The only way to truly live is to fully go into His light and let His Love come into our lives and give us LIFE!
Jesus is there to open the cabinet doors and let us bask in His awesomeness. Without a doubt, plants will go toward the light...question is: are you going to live in the light, or die in the darkness?
God Bless,
Pablo
Monday, April 5, 2010
Dirty Ol' Sock
Howdy!
So here I am, sitting on a couch at Mugwalls relaxing and really not looking forward to my Physics test tomorrow...but other than that, I feel victorious today! Recently, I've been getting some nice revelations that I would like to share.
We are so loved by God, but sometimes we don't know just how much. He personally came down from His throne just so that we could be saved! He came to live a humble life so that we can see how much He cares! He came to show us the way to spend eternity with Him and not separated from Him! How could God, the Almighty God who created everything care about us? It is because He created us that He loves us! We are like the dirty old sock at the garage sale that is unwanted by anyone because not only is it nasty and dirty, but also because we are a single sock, incomplete and incapable of doing what we were made to do. Jesus, however, sees us at the garage sale and instantly wants us because He knows that He can wash us squeaky-clean and complete us so that we can carry out our purpose in life! Only in Him are we complete! Like the prodigal son, He doesn't want us to be His servants, He wants us to be His brothers/sisters/mothers/fathers/etc. He wants us to get out of the emptiness of this world and come into the fullness of His glory! Let His love fill us so much that we cannot contain it, that it would be so crystal clear that we are not of this world nor do we belong here! Let Him purify us and be able to serve the Almighty God!
Sometimes, without even realizing it, we can sometimes reject God's love in some areas of our life. I remember when I doubted whether or not people really cared about me and that was simply doubting that God loved because He shows us love not only personally, but through community as well. If your fellowship of christians love you, then that's one way God is whispering to you "I Love You". Since we aren't perfect, we will tend to hurt our fellow brothers/sisters but we are called to love and forgive as Christ loves and forgives us.
Love has been on my mind for so long, but it never really gets old because there so much to God's love that we don't know and even more that we simply can't comprehend! The best way to see it is if we look through the eyes of a child.
God Bless,
Pablo
So here I am, sitting on a couch at Mugwalls relaxing and really not looking forward to my Physics test tomorrow...but other than that, I feel victorious today! Recently, I've been getting some nice revelations that I would like to share.
We are so loved by God, but sometimes we don't know just how much. He personally came down from His throne just so that we could be saved! He came to live a humble life so that we can see how much He cares! He came to show us the way to spend eternity with Him and not separated from Him! How could God, the Almighty God who created everything care about us? It is because He created us that He loves us! We are like the dirty old sock at the garage sale that is unwanted by anyone because not only is it nasty and dirty, but also because we are a single sock, incomplete and incapable of doing what we were made to do. Jesus, however, sees us at the garage sale and instantly wants us because He knows that He can wash us squeaky-clean and complete us so that we can carry out our purpose in life! Only in Him are we complete! Like the prodigal son, He doesn't want us to be His servants, He wants us to be His brothers/sisters/mothers/fathers/etc. He wants us to get out of the emptiness of this world and come into the fullness of His glory! Let His love fill us so much that we cannot contain it, that it would be so crystal clear that we are not of this world nor do we belong here! Let Him purify us and be able to serve the Almighty God!
Sometimes, without even realizing it, we can sometimes reject God's love in some areas of our life. I remember when I doubted whether or not people really cared about me and that was simply doubting that God loved because He shows us love not only personally, but through community as well. If your fellowship of christians love you, then that's one way God is whispering to you "I Love You". Since we aren't perfect, we will tend to hurt our fellow brothers/sisters but we are called to love and forgive as Christ loves and forgives us.
Love has been on my mind for so long, but it never really gets old because there so much to God's love that we don't know and even more that we simply can't comprehend! The best way to see it is if we look through the eyes of a child.
God Bless,
Pablo
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