There is so much frustration and stress going on in my life right now. I woke up this morning and just felt frustrated about things I've been thinking about since the summer began. It came to the point where I started to complain to God about these things and why people did this and why they did that...just a releasing of emotions. Frustration is something that I know way too much about...but what astounds me is how I've changed my way of venting out this frustration, anger and stress. I still remember how I would hit walls, doors, myself and even go for a drive to just scream. I always felt a little better afterward, but my problems still lingered and I just dealt with them after my little rampage. Now, I've started noticing that instead of going off like some deranged nut, I talk to God about what is bothering me and let him know how angry I am or how stressed out I am. Obviously this is a much more healthy way of "venting", not to mention a much more satisfying one. I am beginning to get sweet revelations of what is really going on and how God is fixing it. I get so peaceful and gentle when I give God all my burdens and problems...I guess I never really learned that when I give Him my burdens, I no longer have to worry about them.
So pretty much, I've been dealing with lots of problems, specifically ones that pertain to this NASA project. However, I will not gripe because God's grace is sufficient for me. I will delight in my weaknesses because when I am weak, then I am strong! Besides, as I've said before, how can I truly experience The Comforter when I'm comfortable?
Tomorrow is a big day for me! I'm gonna go to NASA and convince these people not to pull the plug on us. Wait, who am I kidding? God's going to convince them!
Night,
Pabs
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